long time no see!

Damn. Haven't been on this for a while. Lets see if i can get back into this thing. All I really have to say is Boston Celtics Klosed! Last week was pretty fun yet very tiring. E3 was legit and met some cool people :) Excited to see what is yet to come. Got thrown some obstacles in my way to a goal that i have in mind. oh well. Obstacles are meant to be beaten and goals are meant to be achieved.That is going to be it for now. Until next time...hopefully next time isn't that far away.

-BET I BUBZ!

Hmm

Damn...just to many things going on in my head...I need a release.

Tired...

Oh boy....kinda missed this...(: time to get back into it.

Needs a getaway...Kind of wish I could just be alone...maybe camping...nothing but Bubz and the great wilderness :) that would be great.

Phew...

Man...havnet been on this for awhile...

I sometimes think i have an anger problem...I dont get mad very often but when i do it can get bad really quick. I wonder if its just my competitivenessor maybe im just an asshole lol. Before i had football and wrestling to release my anger. Cant really do the same with dancing. Its a type of release but not the type im looking for. Its not the same, i need to find it again. I think for now its just going to be hitting up the gym and working out for me for now...its the only way i would be able to release.

hmmm...maybe a punching bag would do...lol

War

I've been really focusing on gettin back intro shape...i was pushing 198 when i first started and now im at 183. goal is 165. hopefully i can get it by mid june. i remember when i used to be 135 in high school. lol. having a workout partner helps alot though....Josh better last....

Easter is finally here and i lasted. time to kick it away for good.

As for my weekend. Man paint balling was incredibly fun. im good at everything i do =P....so fun to shoot people and not get in trouble for it....It was like real life COUNTER-STRIKE! and im the best at that too....so besides that last night was fun at big jeffs. small kickback. GRV and some TM peeps. Drama...but it was cool still...after the party i had to take back Stacey cuz her sister Kimmy and her had a little to much to drink lol...man what a road trip to get to her house...to far into the country lol....but got home around like 5 ish and then woke up late for paintball.....that was my start of the weekend...we'll see how sunday goes....Happy easter everyone

phew....

Havent updated in awhile. not much has happened. only big thing was WOD, Went well...stage was crappy but we did good. Up next UB...=) gonna be fun...as for today i went to the gym at 1 took a break and hung out with stace while i waited for josh to get out of class then hit up the gym again...my arms feel like jello...could barely feed myself chick fil a....the pain was worth it. haha....cuz u kno 2 minutes in heaven is better than one minute in heaven lol

Favorite

Forgot how great this song was
One of my favorites



Tonight I sit awake and wonder
I sit awake, I cannot fake the slumber

Called you late last night
just to see if you'd answer
to know you're alright
I'm trying to show what I feel inside
love I no longer can hide

So tonight I sit awake and I try
to count the minutes til the next time that you and I are together
I promise you that I will try
I will try...

I cannot read your mind
I'm asking you questions, and I wait for replies
If you would say the words I'm wanting you to say
these words will draw us nearer, I'm seeing things clearer
and right now that try as I may to hold you tight
it's gonna be another lonely night

Tonight
I sit awake and I try
to count the minutes til the next time that you and I are together
I promise you that I will try
I will try to be the one that you need
if you just reach out for me
I will always be there
I swear

Tonight
I sit awake and I try
to count the minutes til the next time that you and I are together
I promise you that, I promise you that, I promise... you that
I promise you that I will try
I will try