Hmm

Damn...just to many things going on in my head...I need a release.

Tired...

Oh boy....kinda missed this...(: time to get back into it.

Needs a getaway...Kind of wish I could just be alone...maybe camping...nothing but Bubz and the great wilderness :) that would be great.

Phew...

Man...havnet been on this for awhile...

I sometimes think i have an anger problem...I dont get mad very often but when i do it can get bad really quick. I wonder if its just my competitivenessor maybe im just an asshole lol. Before i had football and wrestling to release my anger. Cant really do the same with dancing. Its a type of release but not the type im looking for. Its not the same, i need to find it again. I think for now its just going to be hitting up the gym and working out for me for now...its the only way i would be able to release.

hmmm...maybe a punching bag would do...lol

War

I've been really focusing on gettin back intro shape...i was pushing 198 when i first started and now im at 183. goal is 165. hopefully i can get it by mid june. i remember when i used to be 135 in high school. lol. having a workout partner helps alot though....Josh better last....

Easter is finally here and i lasted. time to kick it away for good.

As for my weekend. Man paint balling was incredibly fun. im good at everything i do =P....so fun to shoot people and not get in trouble for it....It was like real life COUNTER-STRIKE! and im the best at that too....so besides that last night was fun at big jeffs. small kickback. GRV and some TM peeps. Drama...but it was cool still...after the party i had to take back Stacey cuz her sister Kimmy and her had a little to much to drink lol...man what a road trip to get to her house...to far into the country lol....but got home around like 5 ish and then woke up late for paintball.....that was my start of the weekend...we'll see how sunday goes....Happy easter everyone

phew....

Havent updated in awhile. not much has happened. only big thing was WOD, Went well...stage was crappy but we did good. Up next UB...=) gonna be fun...as for today i went to the gym at 1 took a break and hung out with stace while i waited for josh to get out of class then hit up the gym again...my arms feel like jello...could barely feed myself chick fil a....the pain was worth it. haha....cuz u kno 2 minutes in heaven is better than one minute in heaven lol

Favorite

Forgot how great this song was
One of my favorites



Tonight I sit awake and wonder
I sit awake, I cannot fake the slumber

Called you late last night
just to see if you'd answer
to know you're alright
I'm trying to show what I feel inside
love I no longer can hide

So tonight I sit awake and I try
to count the minutes til the next time that you and I are together
I promise you that I will try
I will try...

I cannot read your mind
I'm asking you questions, and I wait for replies
If you would say the words I'm wanting you to say
these words will draw us nearer, I'm seeing things clearer
and right now that try as I may to hold you tight
it's gonna be another lonely night

Tonight
I sit awake and I try
to count the minutes til the next time that you and I are together
I promise you that I will try
I will try to be the one that you need
if you just reach out for me
I will always be there
I swear

Tonight
I sit awake and I try
to count the minutes til the next time that you and I are together
I promise you that, I promise you that, I promise... you that
I promise you that I will try
I will try

Vegas baby! Vegas

Vegas with the peeps was cool as usual. cept for the incredibly long car ride home and fat tuesday kicking my ass. lol Hooray for Mel and me for being F'd by 2 in the afternoon. haha....Up next? Triple Fandango in Vegas???!?!? I wanna see all the pictures! =D

sweat...

So today work out day for me....woke up at 12 hit the gym for a long ass time. I didnt leave till like 4. basketball is fun...came home relaxed till i picked up kevbeezy to meet up Chai and Stace to go to the Mavyn company class that Shotime and Jay-Chris taught...Fun class...then Guppies after and just chilled...to much mango and bananas in my tummy.

Got some new moves for you guys out there...gotta start practicing

owie

Soooo....tired...i played ball all day yesterday straight...then straight to practice. Man that means i've been running around and dancing for 10 hours or a lil more yesterday. i just woke up and my legs are sore, back is sore, and my neck...feels great. lol....i wanna watch watchmen and listen to some boybands!

These guys aren't a boy band they're a MAN band!

Update...

So going back to yesterday on Thursday. Had school and grabbed lunch with Antonio. We had a random little adventure to Famous Footwear and Pet smart. I told him i would blog about it so here it is.

We were thinking about establishing a battle royale amongst fighting fish. As we looked at the beta fish we realized that the tag says "semi-agressive" and we definately dont want that. we want really agressive. lol.

Antonio - "Where are your agressive fish"
Pet Smart - "Why do u want agressive fish"
Antonio -"Oh, no reason"

After school headed over to Josh's pad as usual and kicked it with Lacerna and Josh. We decided to get food at Pick up Stix before practice. and that was where Josh got owned by his fortune cookie. I dont have a camera to post the pic of it, but this is how it went. "You constantly struggle for self improvement - and it shows" lol some fortune cookie that was...at least he got his lucky numbers 2, 7, 8, 21, 35, 42.

Nothing today so far. just ice skating later on tonight and maybe a movie.

Man...

After being so close with someone for all this time...being there for you whenever you needed me...even when you dint wanna call your own...even for how you hurt me more than i could think anyone else could EVER hurt me....i still was mature enough to forgive you for everything. Always putting up with your crap and loving you unconditionally and caring for you more than you know. Such a fool i was...You're right you are selfish. Cant have your cake and eat it too.

This is good music...check it

Craid David - I Just Don't Love You No More

Wallpapers!!!

Just looks cool =)

such a horrible day

Lakers lost today, I hyperextended my knee, but kept playing on it cuz im a douche bag, then hurt it again...

sooo nothing today played ball with the boys from H-town and practice. yea nothing much to update, but just thought i should. lol and this is just hilarious



P.S. i rule at broom ball

Doggies!

I WANT A HUSKY!!!

Love of the game

Man...i love basketball way to much...i hurt my knee again...i think i gotta take it easy. i could have sworn i heard something rip. never hurt it like this before. i think Shotime said it best when he said dancing and basketball don't mix. rofl...i need a new brace too. something alot stronger. i tell myself that i should take it easy playing ball but im too competitive. ill end up playing hard. fack i feel like Vince Carter rofl...made of glass...hmm nothing to do today. Probably just stay home and rest. I dont know if im just being stupid but i guess i feel a little "empty" i dont even kno what that means lol. But yea, i ono i dont feel the same anymore...Luckily i got GRV to go to where i dont have to think about that stuff, just get to have fun =)
I'll leave it at that for now.

On repeat: J.Mayer - Dreaming with a broken heart

cool

So nothing of importance today...just kickin it...

hmm...plans for today...hit the gym (chest today) play a little ball...and class later at night

yep...and here's my highlight of the day...cool video that i just came across...everyone should definitely watch it...

Before i sleep...

Okay i was about to go to sleep then i saw kimmy post this so i thought "why not" lol
im bored =D

1.
Name and middle name? Justin dont got a middle...
2.
What holiday is your birthday closest to? Thanksgiving
3.
Favorite flavored Pie? Banana cream Pie
4.
Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they dont? sometimes
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5.
Are you allergic to anything? Yea, but im not even gonna attempt to spell it
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6.
Is there something special you want for Christmas? hmm yep...maybe i can get it before then =D
7.
When was the last time you went swimming? In VEGAS! and its coming up again soon...=D
8.
Do you like chesecake? Sometimes
9. How many of the U.S.
states have you lived in? Stayed in Cali...north and south
10.
Have you traveled outside the country? Sure have
11.
Do you keep a planner or calendar with daily events? I did for like a day...dint work out very well...by the time i would pull the planner out i would forget what to write
12.
Does anyone like you? Everyone does...duh
13.
Do you have any strange pets? nope
14.
What is your dream car? a 1969 Chevy Camaro Super Sport...love that damn car
15.
What did you do today? Woke up at noonish played ball the rest of the day until i met with charlene and joni for food oh and kimmy came with me
16.
Are you bipolar? nope
17.
What is the main ringtone on your cell? Freak Nasty- When I dip you dip we dip
18.
Where would you want to go on a first date? Depends on who the girl is =P...only special girls get special treatments....
19.
When is the last time you were hugged? Practice with the team
20.
Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Not to sure...but i dont think so
21.
How important is romance? Very important
22.
Have you ever bungee jumped? No, but everyones to scared to go with me...i wanna go skydiving too
23.
Have you ever been white water rafting? no but i wanna do that too
24.
Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? Yes....she still does =P
25.
Are you a cavity free kid? Hell No lol haha
26.
Are you an extreme racist? I wouldnt say extreme...haha JK
27.
What song are you listening to right now? John Mayer - I Dont Trust Myself
28.
What is your favorite song at the moment? Jason Mraz - Lucky
29.
What was the last movie you watched? He's just not that into you...good movie...even for dudes
30.
Where was the last house you went besides your house? Kickback at Jeff's house
31.
Have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? Sure have...
32.
Have you ever been punched? Yep...i punch back pretty hard though =)
33.
Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile...its cliche but smile and eyes are what gets me
34.
Can you open a beer bottle with a body part other than your hand? No...lol my body is a temple
35.
What do you usually order from Olive Garden? Tour of ITALY!
36.
Say something totally random about yourself? bubberton@bubberton.com credit to Bam for that one =D
37.
Do you have an mp3 player? Yea...kinda old now...need a new one
38.
Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Yep...Brad Pitt...lol jk ive been told i look like matt damon on a couple occasions
39.
Do you have freckles? Yea...weird for an asian dude
40.
Are you comfortable with your height? No! i wanna be 6 foot sexy
41.
Do you love someone? Hate to say it...but yea...
42.
How tall are you? 5'8
43.
Do you speak any other language other than English? Nope, well Stacy was teaching me ebonics last night...imma make that girl catch a fade
44.
How do you like your steak cooked? It depends where...but mostly medium rare or medium
45.
Has anyone you were really close to passed away? Yea
46.
Do you watch MTV? Occasionally
47.
What is something that really annoys you? FOBs
48.
Have you talked with your parents about the birds and the bees? Yea. moms thought i was sleeping around and all she said that if i come back with a kid that shes gonna disown me...lol oh and to do it safely...lol
49.
What is the best thing in your refrigerator right now? I ono i havent opened it yet
50.
When is the last time you had professional pictures taken? Umm moms wedding.
51.
Do you have a crush on someone? Mos Def
52.
Does that person like you back? Dunno...
53.
Do you drive when you go on long trips? Id rather not but if i have to wont bother me that much
54.
Whats the latest you have ever stayed out? umm...i just sleep over someones house....so maybe a day lol.
55.
Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Yea...had a couple times
56.
Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? No...luckily
57.
Have you broken a bone or had stitches? Broke my wrist playing football and cracked my rib...helmet hit me right in the side...couldnt breath right for awhile...
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58.
Anyone on your mind right now? umm yea i guess =)
59.
What color is your hair? Black
60.
What did you do last night? Kicked it with peeps at big jeffs house

doggies!

I want these doggies...the first one looks like a Walter =D

wow...cant believe i just did it

Oh man....cant believe i just made one of these...somehow Kimmy talked me into this and she doesn't even have one herself...

and this is just a fail...